Silence and Loneliness

I am so desperate
So disconnected
I'm not in this world
Or any other world I have ever known
I'm stuck inside
My dark and twisted mind
And I realize how merciless
Loneliness can be

But who is there to talk to?
I just talk to myself
inside my head
My mind is always telling me
Take the easy way out
And my dreams arent worth it
And I am worthless
That is what I fight every single day

I feel so desperate
I am so disconnected
I have retreated inside
My twisted mind
And I realize how worthless I am
and I realize how friendly
Silence can be

But sometimes with silence
It doesnt bring you peace
it brings back every painful memory

So desperate
And so disconnected
I'm trying to find a way out
A way out of this silence and misery
With each passing day
I'm going further into insanity!
Get me out of this agony!!!

I guess I'll take the easy way out
Show me the door....